12 Jun 2009
7.25 am (In the train)

Today & in fact these few days, felt quite in a bad mood. Been affected by friendship problems, and just when I was being emo, I saw a child, who seemed to have somewhat illness (physically & mentally) sitting right opposite me alongside with her mum. Suddenly, I just felt a pinch of selfishness.

This world has so many people, so many other society problems that requires people's attention. These people are of worse situation than I do. But why people (like myself) always just think of relationship, friendship problems? and to them, its like the end of the world? Why am I drowning myself in self misery? There are alot of people out there who are much worst den me. So, I seriously hope that this would be my wake up call, and not to be so affected by tiny little problems.

Anw, there are alot of inner tots I would really wish to pen it down here, but I just realised it was rather personal. So that, I would write in my personal diary, but I just wanna say, sometimes, it is better to just be ignorant.

My career is happy, my family is happy, my studies is up and coming. My friends are always there for me, so I guess I cannot ask for more. Instead of complaining, why not think of how fortunate we are? and appreciate what we have?

Humans are selfish. We just keep wanting more. But however when we stop and look back one day, we will realise, we actually asked too much in every aspect.

may god bless me to pull through all these, and I sincerely thank you for bringing me to where I am today. I do not hate you, in fact I thank you for being so kind to me. I know some things cannot be forced and I always believe that if one thing is not meant for me, you definitely have your reason. I respect it and may you today bring me to further places and greater heights. I will make it through this. Just like how I did many years back ;)