3.30 pm.

This marks another chapter in my life. That was the death time of my grandfather.

My grandfather (My father's father) and I, we were not that close honestly to speak. But, there is just this bond, everytime I see him, I still feel for him. I can feel the love he has for all of us, the "trying to act cool, bt deep in him, we can see he cares for us alot" look will always be in my memory.

He do not know how to express his love for his children and grandchildren. He hardly likes to do the talking, but everytime we go to visit him, he will always buy lotsa of gd food to wait for us to go there and eat. This is something I will never forget.

I still remember every year I go back to Hong Kong, having lunch at his place, He will always buy my favourite Char Siew & Roast pork to "welcome" me back. Not forgetting the dumplings that he made for us to eat during DUAN WU JIE.

As I am typing this, I start to realised how I used to take my grandpa's presence for granted. I am too blessed with every grandparent by my side since I was young. Till today, when I finally heard the news of my grandpa passing away, I realised, how life is full of changes.

I saw him in May earlier this yr. And today, 26 May (my sister's bdae) he passed away. I somehow felt relieved that I took tiem to visit him earlier this mth, but at the same time, rather regret I was not there to catch the last sight of him.

Life has to go on, and my show must carry on.

I am really thankful for all the SMSes & Concerns for me over the net. Dear friends, these things meant alot alot to me. I thank you all for that.

I willl move on with life, afterall death is something we all must learn to face in life.

To those out there whose grandparents are still alive. Take my advice, Treasure them. In fact not only grandparents, everyone that you love and who loves you, please do treasure them. Because some day, they may just be gone & no preview will be provided for you to make preparation.

Treasure your loved ones and Live life....

Grandpa, I love you. and RIP in heaven. I know u will be happy. definitely....

PS: Do not worry abt grandma, we will take gd care of her. You hv a pleasant journey to heaven. God Bless

Another weekend is coming along.

recieved Tata's msg saying no time to meet me yesterday and she goin aussie today.
aww... wish her bon voyage and yea just wanna say Bae will miss u! hahaa... and When you are back PLEASE must meet up k? hahaa! if not bae will heartbroken! :P

and today going to bowl with bunni and tit. den going over to mel's house for dinner! =)
Sld i bring mushi along? haha. still thiniking .. . erm... =X haha!

yeah, its weekends again! so everyone enjoy ur weekends!

Cousin & gf came to singapore yesterday! had fun bringing them around Singapore. they are like one pair of sweet lovey dovey couple! felt so happy for them! Ate and walked ard! loving it :)

some stuff from my diary . . .

9.5 months had passed since we both agreed to part.

I still somehow miss you. I still somehow care for you. despite knowing that you already got someone else beside you then, why do I still care if you are happy, why do I still care if the person is treating you well?

Today, you and that someone parted. You feel lost. again, why do I still care if you are feeling alright? Why do I still care so much for you? You are not someone that great, I could have found someone better. But why do I still think of you late at night?

Months ago, i though I've gotten over everything. Not until I've heard from you once again.
Moving on, who doesn't want to? If I can, i woule love to move on too.

You said you're confused. You said to give you some time.
Why until today I still bother abt all these lines? Does it really matter to me already?

My friends said I am silly, My friends said I am dumb.
But maybe this is what love is all about.

Just want you to know, no matter what happens. i will always be by yourside.
be it your friend or someone else. I hope you will find yourself back soon.


Always be there for you,
Larry