我们都是在心中还都留有同样伤痕的时候
自己背负着这些头也不回，背对着背的静静走了

我曾经是那么的相信自己已经找到了永远都不会变的东西
可我却感觉我们两个都各自改变着，离那不变还有着的一步之遥
我们为了不让彼此受伤，依旧保持着的这么一步的距离

多想对你说声“谢谢”
但这句“谢谢”还是没有说出口
因为感觉那就像是永远的再见那样太过于悲伤
如果有一天，我能转世重生的话
我也会依然踏上去找寻你的路途的吧

那一天在不经意间自己选择的新风景
对它有些许的迷茫的时候
却感到有一阵仿佛像你一样温柔的风从我脸庞吹过
多想把这句“爱你”告诉你
可最后还是没能说出口
但你知道吗？这是我这一生最大的谎言，却也是最真的想法
如果有一天，上天给我再活一次的机会的话
我也会依然踏上去找寻你的路途的吧

多想对你说声“谢谢”
但还是没有说出口
因为感觉那就像是永远的别离一样太过于悲伤了
多想把这句“爱你”告诉你
却还是没能说出口
但你知道吗？那是我这一生最大的谎言，却也是最真的想法
即使来世我生为他人
我也会依然踏上去找寻你的路途

It has been a long time since I've last posted.

Been really busy lately with my NS, as well as my other commitments.

Been thinking alot lately about alot of stuff. I do not know what am I doing at times too. My mind is confused and behind my smile and happiness, there is just this shadow of unhappiness that I do not know why I could not chase away.

No matter how many Kilometers I run, no matter how long I sleep, no matter how i distract myself, i just cannot seem to chase this inch of uhappiness away. Maybe this uhappiness is rooted deep in everyone's heart. But this uhappiness is just more difficuilt to control in my heart.

I really see no reason in making myself unhappy, but i do not know why it just can't be helped for my case.

Maybe like what Aunt Anne said, I should really go to the chruch and pray.

I hope I can calm my mind, and free my mind from all sort of distractions.

Where are you, Larry?