I was caught up in the moment of this solitude
Isolated, contemplated
Nothing left to feel

Somehow Somewhere along the way in this dejected state
I realise for myself that its all
Because of you

Swirling, swimming in confusion
Lurking in the darkness
Seraching for solutions
To be free from you

The time will come and I know i'll love again
a little something better will come my way
I know it sad when love turns its back on you
No one else could ever treasure me teh way I do

All said and done I hit the ground
Delusions far away
Redress my soul and take control
Farewell to this charade

Moving on this winding road
where the curves are blind
The future's bright
My hopes are strong
Don't wanna hesitate

Cruising, Building my defences
I have found the answers
No more taking chancces
Now i'm free from you

The time has come and I know I'll love again
A little something better will come my way
I guess its sad when love turns its back on you
No one else could ever treasure me the way I do

You have no clue
All the tears yo've caused
Pain and sorrow
Can't take anymore

The time has come and I know I'll love again
A little something better will come my way
I guess its sad when love turns its back on you
No one else could ever treasure me the way I do
Someone else will love me more than the way you do

Phew.. WOrk is getting harder day after day. It seems that the more you get the hang of sth, the more you'll be taksed to do certain things. This is so OMG!!! really feel quite stressed out, but well, take things slowly one step at a time should we? :P

thank god i have my nodame to help destress me and my NO LIFE FRIENDS in office to help me desterss too ! thanks guy! :)

i miss the bitching days with my gang of choir buddies, i miss those crapping and dirty jokes with my sec sch frens.. i miss those gossiping and diva days with jannah and my castor friends... i miss everything i do in school... miss my e7 friends.. miss zw and gang.. miss everything and everyone :(

when can i go uni?????

Good News people! NODAME returns for 2 nights in paris! ! !! >.<

"Nodame Cantabile" drama returns for two nights in Paris
Tue, July 10, 2007 (4:17pm EDT)





The popular "Nodame Cantabile" drama series is returning to Fuji TV next January. A two-night special will kick off the new year, taking place in Paris after the timeline of the original series. Juri Ueno and Hiroshi Tamaki will reprise their roles as Nodame and Chiaki, respectively. The special will also include new characters that appear in Tomoko Ninomiya's manga. Filming will take place overseas for a period of about three weeks this fall. It has also been announced that the Nodame Orchestra will hold Christmas concerts from December 18 to 28 at the Le Theatre Ginza.

Source: Sankei Sports

Having met each other, den date each other,
if everything goes on right, guess we'll hv ended up together
Knowing each other, den go on dating,
if only you let time decide for us, and slowly let things develope ...

If we went all out to try kissing den
guess it wun be hard for us to become lovers today,
but reality is reality, we are now only frens,
but in my heart, i still hope we can be somewhat different

Why I can only love you as a fren?
Even if we date secretely, you also thinks its not right
Why we cannot be the sweet innocent lovers despite we were once sweet?
Why he came later than me, but yet manage to win this game of love?

smiling out of courtesy, occasional hugs
although i know this hug is just formal hugs out of courtesy
but to me, it is still something

Mayb i need to wait till my next birthday
den you may give me a so called frenship kiss
getting ready my lips, and hoping you'll kiss,
but mayb it'll end up on my cheeks
Now in yor heart, mayb you've already gt someone else
But i still cannot give up on you

Why I can only love you as a fren?
Even if we exchange glances when we meet, you also thinks its not right
Why we love each other but cannot end up together?
Why to me can nv bea fren, but always something more?

OK. Today is quite an unhappy day for me.

Frstly i am very busy with my office stuff, secondly just got pissed off. Sometimes boss just over work you without you knowing. let me get this clear k? I am helping you out of good will, and not that it is my job. I can choose not to do it, cos afterall, that is not under my job scope. Secondly, she gt to understand, i not only serving her alone in my job, i serve 6 different officers, and by right, I am only under 2 officers.

I helped you out, and sometiems, i will do msis out things because i'll be very busy with different stuff. and i try my very best to help. and over those few papers which are like least urgent compared to the papers and things i hv on hand for other officers, you actually go all out and said it is MY FAULT not to print out for u.

All right, mayb u taksed me to do it, and i forgot, but in the first place, i dun think your papers are that important that you cannot print it out on your own? We NSFs also got our own stress and our own things to be busy with. Always asking us to pass you print outs, do this do that, print out this print out that, its v distracting. and yes, we help you because we wanna be nice, and we respect you. But sometimes you may have overworked us without you yoruself knowing it.

it is really v stressing at times, when sometimes over small issues, you throw a big fuss out of it. So although u may think i need to apologise to u, actually i do not think there is a need to. because i dun see fault in me. Neither do i demand an apology from u.

i just wnana let u noe, although we mayb jsut normal staff in the office, we sometiems also do deserve the respect and understanding from you. We really go all out to ensure we produce quality work for you. but we are humans afterall. we are not machines.

so hope things will turn out better as time goes by. We are humans, not machines.

The way you make me feel, so adored ...

Wish you’d bring me candies when i feel lonely
Dream that you were my lover-to-be
In 365 all i ask is one,
Name it after me

Wish you’d write my name on your favourite palm tree
Look in my eyes, love is all you can see
Night and day I dream that things are the way before
Will you love me more

Where, when and why did you make me cry
Loneliness has become another part of life
Tears running strong and angels have gone
Don’t know how to carry on

Baby i need you now
I need your arms to hold me tight tonight
Please turn the lights down low and feel my body glow, whisper and flow.

Baby i need you now
I need your strength to hold me down tonight
The world is out of sight cause you are all that I’ve been searching for
The way you make me feel adored

Do you believe in fate? A momentary encounter
That changes everything in your life

We notice it the moment our eyes meet someone's
We come to feel it sure in contacting with him or her
But then we feel weak in the knees

The wind strokes my cheeks and makes me feel real
Whispering softly that this is not an illusion at all

I've been thinking that I couldn't reach your voice
I've been thinking that this dream wouldn't come true
But the person before my eyes is
You. See? No one else but you

Where does this road lead to?
And how does it continue?
Even if I imagine them, I won't have a clue

I feel the more I wish to be strong,
the weaker my heart become

I shouted your name in tears
I wished I wouldn't wake up, if it were a dream
But the person before my eyes was
You. See? No one else but you


If only I had deserved your love
As many as the times you said you miss me
If only I had loved you
As many as the times I said I loved you

I give up, thinking that I could reach your voice
I give up, thinking that this dream would come true
Though the person before my eyes is.....
The real you

The remaining snow on the roadside trees,
are blown away in the light.
Even if I'm filled with pride or looking down at myself,
I can't stop the seasons from changing.

Just like pinky swearing,
or saying phrases like "bye" or "see you".
How can you forget these familiar gestures?
Are we headed to different futures?

If this farewell is the beginning of a journey,
I'll smile as much as I can for you.
Even the fact that we met and the streets we've walked
will remain in our hearts.

I'll never, ever forget,
even if I open countless doors.
It doesn't matter how far apart we are,
Our locked hands
will never separate.

I have to forget you even if I have to force myself
or I won't be able to face the rest of my own journey.
As the train starts to move away from the platform
you become small.

When I was in pain, for my sake,
you told me it would be all right through my tears.
I will be stronger so that I won't feel embarrassed,
So promise me that our dreams will come true.

My silent tears are
pouring out of my heart but
I'll take a step forward without regrets.
I'm sorry for your tenderness,
until I see you once again.

Valentines Day, for me to shake hands with you, that's enough
those kisses and hugs not necessary to have.
When we're bored, catch a movie or a concert
we'll always be best friends, yeah?

Maintaing frenship, is better than making you mine
the feeling of companion, its enough for everything.
however, i know this is still v dangerous,
because i know, i may still feel for you.

Rather you not know I still luv you
just to be ur best fren is enough for me
Dun wish to complicate things further, let's just accept what we are now
To accompany is more den enuf
Desires, guess we can put that aside ...

Can I admit it?
I wanna escape from reality?
Lots of tots running through my mind
what exactly I want in life?

I won't wanna wait for anyone anymore
this experience leaves me worrying
how can i handle my next goodbye.

mayb its not the time.
Mayb you're not the one
but i still believe
The one meant for me
is somewhere near me...

Larry, someday you'll find sth taht truly belongs to u