Recently alot had happened, and that really made me question about reality.

Actually alot of times, things on the surface looks good, but however, may not necessary be the case. Some people appears to be a happy family. the kids being happy, calling daddy n mummy, but least did they know tat their daddy and mummy are actually already long separated in legal terms (a.k.a divorce).

Alot of times, I always believe that couples must stay sweet to one another, and must learn to love one another. and alot of times, I feel that we must stay truthful and faithful. But isit easier said than done? I do not know if i will make a good boyfriend or husband next time. This had actually been bothering me alot these few days. Because I suddenly feel that life is just so "real". Things are just not as perfect as what it may seem to be.

I suddenly start to question the meaning of forever. "I will luv u forever" This is just so cheesy. But does that person really mean that? I really believe in happily ever after. But I believe that this can only be achieved if 2 person believe in that. If only either party believe in it, it is not possible.

I realised that the belief "Happily ever after" fades as one relationship ends after another.

To all those players out there, I really hope that you do not spoil the dreams of all these souls, because they deserve the happiness they deserve, and no one should take that away from them.

For those who had been betrayed before, I feel that, you must not give up, and must stay strong. Because only yourself can save yourself from falling into this dark pit. Keep believing, and I believe that some day, the love of your life will sure be able to give u eternal happiness.

Today I was sitting down at rocky masters eating. Alone. YES, alone.

Those close to me should know I nv liked to eat alone. But I am now. However, as I am eating alone, i start to really feel the importance of friends. and while eating, I cannot help but keep thinking alot about friendship, love and life. Why do i always think so much? Larry larry, dun think so much k????

That's why I need friends. to distract me from thinking! haha.

Anw, need to get back to work now, lunch break's over. I am quite surprised I am starting to blog again, because, it had really been a v v v v long time since I last b logged. Perhaps its because now i meet my friends less often due to work? that's why i need to confide thru my blog.

in anw, i just wanna say one thing from the bottom of my heart
I MISS U ALL MY FRIENDS!

if only god can make a day become 30 hrs or sth? and working hours cut short by 2 hours? haha

wouldn't tad be nice? :P