To be honest, I am very very very upset and unhappy today.

I had not written my blog to complain in ages. but today, i am really feeling very upset.

Are humans born to be selfish? I realised no matter how much i am there for my friends, when i need them, need their advice, they may not be there for you. This lead me to wonder, is yourself the only one whom you can trust and depend on?

Today's conv with someone kinda gave me a wake up call. This is reality lor. Humans are all like that. I am selfish, you are selfish. Everyone is selfish. So I really start to wonder, where does being MR NICE bring you to?

But i still live up to my rationale of being nice to everyone I meet, because, life is short. no point bearing grudges. I really do not know how to face them anymore. Mayb what Choon Hong once said is right, best friends or gd frens shld nv work together. it willl just make the two person's relationship become worse.

I learnt this valuable lesson today.

Maybe sometimes, its better to just focus on work and nothing else.

I am disappointed I must say honestly.


*Say I am seeking attention or trying to gain sympathy. I dun fucking care. I just wanna voice out how I feel. If you dun like it, just FUCK OFF. I will just FUCK CARE.