It has been a long time since I've last posted.

Been really busy lately with my NS, as well as my other commitments.

Been thinking alot lately about alot of stuff. I do not know what am I doing at times too. My mind is confused and behind my smile and happiness, there is just this shadow of unhappiness that I do not know why I could not chase away.

No matter how many Kilometers I run, no matter how long I sleep, no matter how i distract myself, i just cannot seem to chase this inch of uhappiness away. Maybe this uhappiness is rooted deep in everyone's heart. But this uhappiness is just more difficuilt to control in my heart.

I really see no reason in making myself unhappy, but i do not know why it just can't be helped for my case.

Maybe like what Aunt Anne said, I should really go to the chruch and pray.

I hope I can calm my mind, and free my mind from all sort of distractions.

Where are you, Larry?