i simply cannot slp well. Been thinking alot. Why people thinks i'm fake? Why people feels that I'm acting nice. Why reality is so cruel? And when i most need someone to just listen me out, give me some advice, give me some comfort, give me some warmth, give me some concern, give me some love, i always dun get it.

I Thank some of my frens who actually comforted me yesterday, i appreciate it. But still, i cannot stop thinking. Loneliness, betrayl. Must this world be so real? Why things wun last? Why thigns wun work out? Why must we always worry? Why must we be selfish? Must we really lose everything around us before we understand how impt they are? I feel like disappearing from this world, at least i wun need to face people who thinks i'm fake.

Fucked up and sad. And this simply sucks. Larry is Dead once again. And this time, i think i wun wake up so soon. Mayb it's time for a change... I'll stop feeling so much, stop giving in so much, stop caring so much. Only then, i will stop myself from being hurt. I'm hurt enough. pls, stop hurting me.

If u dislike me, just spit it out on my face. Dun drag and drag till one day den blast all my bad pts to me. I'm fucked up seriously.