i dunno wad is wrong today. I feel sick and tired. and what's more, there's arguements with some of my frens today. and i dunno. It just seems like i hv no one to turn to all of a sudden. Is like, i hv some probs, bt i cannot discuss with my frens. and i hv some other probs, there's no one for me.

Sometimse i wanna share [probs with tad someone, but i dunno how to go abt, afterall, it's my prob, probably that person will just say, not my prob, stop telling me ur probs when it's yours. it's irritating. One of my fren actauually said tad to me today. I felt like shit. and i felt betrayed.

very troubled and is like the whole earth is crashing on me. But in front of my parents and peers, i still must act like I'm ok. It sucks to be me.

It's like all of a sudden i hv no one to turn to at all. what's happening? This is so not me. Where is the opimistic me? Somehow i feel that i'm too pessimistic at times.

I dun gt it why i'm always dere for someone but no one is dere for me? Mayb loneliness is meant for me afterall... sucks to be me.