dun worri folks. i wun let my mood swings affect me again.

Work is work, emo is emo. i must get it clear.

I'll be fine. AFterall, i made it thru so mani crisis, this one is nth. I'll stay strong. and liek wad choon hong said, FRENSHIP is most impt afterall, other things can wait. and yup, no more flirting or wadsoeva for me from today onwards.

there shld onli be certains things i'll think of now. FRIENDSHIP, FAMILY, SELF IMPROVEMENTS and WORK. no more than this.

J, if you happen to see this, just wanna say thanks for everything still. we are still frens. =) and u taught me sth v impt, that is, being too true to someone is bad. i'll keep tad in mind. i'll be more cautious from today onwards on wad i say to someone.

and i'll work hard for everything. Friends, i love you guys.

and this is how i felt this whole day.. a reflection


This morning i heard that song,
thinking wad if we both are not meant for each other,
who will be sobbing under the moonlight.

And finally, i've got the answer.
Surrounded by fears and loneliness again,
i still need to work,
i just have to stand strong, no chance of being a weakling

I am proud of my optimism
But at the same time, i feel sad for this ending.
I only can sadly accept this fact,
and move on with life.

The song i heard, the person i once like, the things i said
is this a beautiful misunderstanding?
I cannot break down just because of you,
unless i know by doing so, i can be together with you.

THe hand i wann hold, the heart that is broken, the tears i cried
is this counted as a romantic misunderstanding?
Is it because i'm too not experienced? Or is it that i'm not hurt enough?
Or is it you're still not worthy enough to break my heart?

In front of love, i rather play low profile.
I know I won't make the same mistakes again.