Often in life we always ask ourselves "what if". What if this, what if that, what if we're still together, what if i've put in more effort, etc. Actually, have you ever wondered? What if all the what if come true. Will this world become a better world? Or a worse one?

I've been thinking alot lately. What if this and that. Friends one by one going into army, friends one by one falling in love. But i feel stagnant, and empty at times. I don't know what I want. Where am I going to? What if i dun get into the uni course i wan, what if I cannot find a job next time. All these questions are so troubling...

Larry, Do you know where you're going to ?


PS: Just a song i think the lyrics are v meaningful...

大家闔起雙眼　幻想在凱旋門吃早餐
也許雪花四綻　然後你驚鐵塔很冷
聽講花都是情人必經之地
真跡的畢加索看到我想飛
參觀畫展後二人相擁滋味
羅浮宮都不可以比

然後登上摩天輪迎著細雪轉動　我笑你超重
凝望北歐的晚空美得我怕轉面你會失蹤
為何竟有摩天輪
全為要我感動　何必不去相信
一直聽你亂說逼真到　連頭髮亦冰凍

花都的聲浪突然歸於肅靜
你說你很想娶我叫我清醒
真跡雖真實未如假想豐盛憑言語你我已曾經

為何想到摩天輪然後更會轉動　替你我相送
停在思想的半空這可算作快樂我也不懂
如能擁有摩天輪寧願永遠不動　隨風宣佈婚訊
哭著講我願意多得你　成全快樂的痛
如何拖你手旅行從沒有這好運　我故作興奮然而虛構的旅行太真