This was once a diary entry of mine.
Waiting for some words that can nv be heard ...Waiting for a bunch of beautiful lies...Waiting for you to drop me a visit, for my friends to say you are not bad.Waiting to overcome problems with you, still waiting for you 2 speak the truth.Love me wholeheartedly, all those that i fail to get will all disappear into dust...IF i expect sth in return, willing to let you torture,then those sufferings i get i deserve them.I hate myself for saying yes, patiently staying with you,is it to so call change you?Too much expectations, what am i exactly waiting for?You will nv change, so what am i still waiting for?Always hoping that you will love me back as much as i do,and let me understand the meaning of love.If you really love me, why must we care what others say?Today, i've decided to stop waiting. I've got to move on.