I wrote this in my diary during the break up...

I really wanna know, if you are free today, why you don't look for me? I really wonder if you still remember me. Called you so many times, but you hardly actually reply my calls. Even if you SMS me, you take a whole day to reply me. Thinking back, why I still like you so much? Even if we cannot meet, we can still talk on the phone all day? But why are you so busy all day?

Just abit more, we may be together. Those distance between us, how much longer will it take for us to be really close? Using only phone to tell how much you love me, how long you wanna do that? Even if I call you today, I believe you will still not choose to face me again.

I am like his subsitute. Those dates we'ev planned did not even work out, how you expect me to find you and make things work? I know even if i cried the shit out today, you will not be touched even by a bit. At this moment, i suddenly realise, love, eventually is still all about luck.


Today, i wanna say this...

Since u dun fucking care anymore why should i care? I should be carefree. No more dilly dallies. That is the current me. Angelic? Supportive? You've changed me.

Now all i wrote in my diary is to hope you can quickly fuck off my mind.

I USED to love you. That was yesterday. Today, i wish you dun come into my life again. I wun let you affect me again. I will move on.