Well, changed my blog skin cos i feel the old one looks depressing.. i wan sth that makes me happy, so i changed it...Yesterday night after mugging, listening to My Love My Fate, i wrote this ....
My Love, My Fate, You will fade away
From today onwards, one is the sky and one is the land...
I love, I hate, I'll miss you always
Those memories will nv be gone
Things that are good will go one day
But i hv not even luv u enough how to let go?
Have always nv imagine how i would feel when i lose you.
How you expect me to stand up again?
Never had i tried to impress someone
But at this moment i think u also won't care anymore
And the next minute you will find another person
Who wants to turn back to u again?
My Love, My Fate, You will fade away
No more sweetness times for me
I love, I hate, I'll always be afraid
Afraid to face you again...
I need to first say i'll go
I will slowly let you go
I worry if i say please care for how i feel
You will say things that hurt me again
Never did i expect anything from you in return
But now why i feel so sad when u leave me?
Seriously, who needs your love to be free?
Next time happiness i only have myself to depend on
Next time we can only call each other friends
Actually to see you again really needs lots of acting skills.
But i will choose not to again....
My Love, My fate, you will fade away
I will just treat those memories as a fantasy
You are no longer in my world...
I cannot believe how can i think of someone who do not care for me anymore. Love is always so unfair. But i cannot blame anyone right? There is no right or wrong. But this morning I think i must learn to let go, think of other things. Been listening to those punk rock songs recently, it is really a good past time. Been listening to some technos too, really surprised how they can make you feel so much more happier and last sad. Better than those ballads.
And also, I'm gonna completely let some things go... I've decided to really let go... To reduce my pain... Although i think it may impose pain on the other party, but i've been hurt enough, i think it is time i should think for myself abit. It has always been the case that i care too much in a relationship that have caused so much difference to take place. Today onwards, you are officially out of my world. Goodbye.
Right, back to physics now. No more distractions! Looking forward to my afternoon tea! :D
Larry signed off at
10:27 AM
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Name : Larry Yeung
Year : 1988
Occupation : Student
A Part of :
Ngee Ann Secondary School
Meridian Junior College
Republic of Singapore Air Force
Singapore Technologies (Electronics)
National University of Singapore
" Dun bitch with me, I'll bite "
- Mr Bryan Yong
Music : Janice Vidal, Sammi Cheng,
The Ting Tings, Avril Lavigne
TV : Heart of Greed, Moonlight Resonance
Movie : I dun relli like any movies in particular
Books : I read everything !
Hobbies : Holidaying, Jogging, Gyming, Singing, composing and writing