Early in the morning woke up and went to join Auntie Xiu Ling (One of mum's bestie) In China Town for tea. HAHA. Den later went to K with her and her kids, wing and XL. haha! It was very fun, wing and XL and AUNT XIU LING are really great singers man! HAHA.. they sang v well.. i compared to them so so! HAHA. :P anyway really had lots of fun with them, hope nxt time can also go with them! HAHA.. they are super nice and super great to hang out with! :D
Den ard evening went home. Den was packing room. Until now. Den sis came back wtih a black face cos she said she angry my dad din allow her to go K BOX. Is like wtf la can? Thinking back i only started goign karaokae in singapore when i was like J 1 ?? She only like Sec 1 la.. already go to karaokae, bowling and stuff. And arleady gt handphone lor, still complain SMS not enough, thinking back i tad time dun even hv handphone to SMS lor. She realil SHENG ZAi FU ZHONG BU ZHI FU. Den come back still throw temper. Realli like wTF la.. but wadeva la.. cannot stand it anymore. should ignore her
anway, today i know one of my best fren actuall quarreled with her bf. To her, i hope she can feel better, and rmb, i am always there for you! :D that's wad besties are for. No matter wad happen, support ur decision! :D
Tml goign to Mel's house with bunni. cannot wait! HAHa.. gonna eat lots of good tml :p
anyway, i just to thru things today. This year, there are alot of people who are important to me who just step in and out of my life. It is hard to adjust. Now i feel tad i am too tired to commit to something again. I am just so tired. I dunno what i want, I dunno if that person i seek exist. I just feel that everything is just so F up. I only haev my family and frens whom i can count on now. I think i will nv touch relationship stuff agian for this few years. Fear of it ler. It just make me feel so totally F up. Why must i feel so much? Sometimes i do hate myself for thinking too much and by feeling so much. The first one, is just a 2 days fling. THe second one is just 2 weeks. Why both is like so impactful to me? I dun like to feel so much. But wad can i do? That is me. Maybe my Tarot card is right, i should put down my past now and move on with life. Cos they said my TRUE love is not here, is overseas. So guess i can only meet that person overseas? I will keep on searching. But for now, i need a break.
Right tad's it for today! hope tml will be a betta day ...