Today is my maths paper, i know i must focus and not let anything distract me. But i really regretted my decision last night. I thought and cried through the night, i realise i made a stupid decision. So what if you wun be able to make me feel happy? I think it don't matter, as long as i can make you happy. What is called being not fair? There is no such thing as being fair in such situations. I did this out of my own will, i DESERVE it. I really cannot live without you, and i really hope that you can take back your words.

I wanan be with you for a journey of self discovery, even at the end of the day i am not wad you are looking for, i just hope at least i have guided you in this journey. You are not alone, and you have not hurt anyone, you in fact made them realise Because of you, they grew and changed to a better person.

I seriously hope that we can take back those words and not let this affect us in any way. I think we did that because our trust and understanding of each other is very weak.

I cannot afford to lose you...

Right, 2 pm will be my maths paper, for now i shall let this matter rest... I should move on with life. I hope we can be like before....