hey guys. I will be on "HOLIDAY" for weeks. So, wun be here for a really long time. I will be filming the series "Lost - Infinity" @ an offshore island. Going to go to forests, go on mud, etc. Gonna be "fun" eh? wahahha. Will have a NEW hairstyle soon lor! Wohoo~ so took a photo of my current hairstyle. I'll miss my hair.. *Sobs
And Last of All people. Dun forget me... because.....
I WILL BE BACK!
MIssing u guys! :p Take gr8 care.
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10:32 AM
Will miss everyone! HAHA...
To tata..
I need film "Lost", series infinity. Haha. Must use this time to gain back my popularity! tata betta watch out! haha
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9:24 PM
Winter Love - BoA
As shining winter fairies come floating down
I kissed your smiling picture because I had nothing else to do
At that long line outside of the movies, we vowed
To never stand in line here together again
But since my heart is next to yours
I still miss you even as a friend
But I can't turn back ever again
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget meIs it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
Since the moment that I was alone,I've realised what true loneliness is
These overwhelming feelings in my heart that won't stop flowing out
Now, the way to love a person
Is so important that I think a person shouldn't forget it
No matter how many times my address changesI'll never let go of that voice or that dream
Even if you love someone else as time flows by
I'll still remember you
Our destined meeting and the warmth we shared
I'm glad that it was you, and I can say it from my heart
Until we meet someday again
We can't stop the future from coming
The feeling of sadness can quickly become forever
Even if I get wounded when I'm happy
When I've fallen in love with a someone
Just alive
I love you, I want to see you again
With a kiss, expressed alongside ten billion snowflakes
Until the day that we happen to cross paths someplace
Baby, even if you forget me
Is it okay for me to still love you?
I'll never forget you
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5:26 PM
Sorry u din achieve your motive, cos i simply cannot be bothered.
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10:47 AM
Waiting for some words that can nv be heard ...
Waiting for a bunch of beautiful lies...
Waiting for you to drop me a visit, for my friends to say you are not bad.
Waiting to overcome problems with you, still waiting for you 2 speak the truth.
Love me wholeheartedly, all those that i fail to get will all disappear into dust...
IF i expect sth in return, willing to let you torture,
then those sufferings i get i deserve them.
I hate myself for saying yes, patiently staying with you,
is it to so call change you?
Too much expectations, what am i exactly waiting for?
You will nv change, so what am i still waiting for?
Always hoping that you will love me back as much as i do,
and let me understand the meaning of love.
If you really love me, why must we care what others say?
Today, i've decided to stop waiting. I've got to move on.
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11:41 AM
then we went to play the boardgame shop @ Cityhall ??? WE found that place like damn long man!!!! REally LOST! all thanks to tit's "Great" Sense of direction! haha... :P den later on i asked for directions, and we finally got the place! We are just like one street away la, and we missed it so mani times!
den later we went to play boardgames there. At first the games quite boring la, but in the end we fell in love with the bang bang game! HAHA. we swear we will play again nxt time :P also took a photo there, it was great! i became the devil, tit became the monk, bun became the alien bunny, nat became sailor moon and mel became mexican killer! HAHA...
ended the day with a chat at coffee bean. heartwarming yet fun.
i luv you guys and thurs! before i go NS! haha.. must dinner eh? LOl:P god bless you guys
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10:54 AM
Dunno why, i fell in luv with Norah Jones's "Don't know why" haha. Mayb cos i really dunno why will like that! HHAHA.. (Sounds profound)
anyway, quite bored la today. Nth much! TMl goign out ler! YAY! I really wanna see mel and tit's respond to their presents tml! This is gonna be so fun! :D:D
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11:30 AM
I really wanna know, if you are free today, why you don't look for me? I really wonder if you still remember me. Called you so many times, but you hardly actually reply my calls. Even if you SMS me, you take a whole day to reply me. Thinking back, why I still like you so much? Even if we cannot meet, we can still talk on the phone all day? But why are you so busy all day?
Just abit more, we may be together. Those distance between us, how much longer will it take for us to be really close? Using only phone to tell how much you love me, how long you wanna do that? Even if I call you today, I believe you will still not choose to face me again.
I am like his subsitute. Those dates we'ev planned did not even work out, how you expect me to find you and make things work? I know even if i cried the shit out today, you will not be touched even by a bit. At this moment, i suddenly realise, love, eventually is still all about luck.
Today, i wanna say this...
Since u dun fucking care anymore why should i care? I should be carefree. No more dilly dallies. That is the current me. Angelic? Supportive? You've changed me.
Now all i wrote in my diary is to hope you can quickly fuck off my mind.
I USED to love you. That was yesterday. Today, i wish you dun come into my life again. I wun let you affect me again. I will move on.
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12:36 AM
If you dun feel ashamed by fighting like that, I really haev nothing to say.
Let's not fight ok? I'll give eveyrthing to you. Cos i dun take 2nd hand goods.
A lover who cannot love me wholeheartedly i rather not want.
Even if i wanna fight, i just wanna fight for my dignity. I'll rather look for another person because i beleive there are better ones out there.
Having ___ is now your privilledge, but what i've gotten, is an enriching experience you don't get to experience.
Tomorrow will be a better day, because i will find a better person. But you only have ____, no wonder people pity you.
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12:24 AM
It used to be a sweet moment, but now it's all gone in a blink.
After you left, i removed everything that's got to do with you.
But why despite all that i've done you are still in my head?
Do you know how much pain you've brought upon me?
Thinking back at my diary, every page used to be you,
why i actually bear to let you go then?
I know shall forget everything and start afresh
But i just cannot get you off my mind.
Let's erase all the conversatiosn we have.
Let's erase all the moments we are together.
I know one day all this will expire and be gone.
God, if these memories can nv be forgotten,
I hope you can still bless me with the happienss i deserve.
something better than this.
It sucks to be stuck in memories. I hate you.
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12:06 AM
Anyway, yup. Just did some chatting in MSN! And tit claimed i bullied him! haha. K la, i'll nv bully you again ( I THINK I JUST DID HAHA!~)
To someone: Enticipating our next conversation! (: haha!
Larry signed off at
10:34 PM
The Notes I once had, is filled with your presence.
I still remember those times when we spend together,
maybe you have already forgotten.
But the things you said are still always in my mind.
The conversations we once had is still deep in my heart.
It's like no matter where you are,
my tears will still run for you
If giving up requires courage and determination
Guess i still don't have this strenght yet
Or all these happened too soon, to the extent we don't even have the time to think and we're already on seperate ways.
I only have myself to blame for choosing the wrong personI only have myself to blame for not letting you go
I only have myself to blame for crying in the dark, and hoping you will still come back to me
I only have myself to blame for believing in you
I only have myself to blame for not knowing this is a trap you've set up for me.
When this beautiful dream has vanshed, reality is so cold
I don't have other way, I've got to move on
A little bitterness, this is what we call love.
Maybe now i still cannot forget because i'm not determined enough.
If forgeting you is easier than facing you, why i cannot forget?
In my broken heart there is still some happy memoriesI must use my smile to move on with life.
I only have myself to blame for choosing the wrong person
I only have myself to blame for not letting you go
I only have myself to blame for crying in the dark, and hoping you will still come back to me
I only have myself to blame for believing in you
I only have myself to blame for not knowing this is a trap you've set up for me.
Larry, this dream is over, now get back to reality.
There is no more other way, you've got to move on.
You will one day find the true love for you.
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12:10 PM
I will always rmb wad you have said! I will be Happy! thanks for the lunch and the memories! haha.
From Bunny to me: DISNEYLAND HK TICKET
This is like the most exp present! haha. Thank You Bunny! must go there again some time together ya? Mayb this time with tit they all.
From Tit to me: Starbucks Flask
TIT! It's a creative gift! thanks! really appreciated it. Wish u all the best in NS and your new hairstyle relaly look great!
From Nat to me: SO LAME Key Chain
Lamers rocks for life! dun u agree nat? Thanks for that! I realli liked it! let's stay lame!
From Vera to me: "Beautiful Memories"
Vera! although u nv give anything to us, but you did actually gave sth to us! your presence! Thanks for always being such a great fren! we luv you! haha!
Right. Thank You guys for everythign again! :D
Larry signed off at
12:52 PM
This type of excitement is rare, how long will this walk last?
Did not hug you long enough, that's why i'm bored to death.
That's why I've decided, to roam this Earth with you.
Why every action needs a reason? For example dating with a person like you?
Happy but guilty, not caring about other's opinions and believes.
I'm willing to hold your hands from vibrant cities to Stary desserts to date.
Only till then is our love called Romantic.
Let's not care who curse us anymore.
This is supposed to be romantic, why must we care if anyone disapproves?
All i want is see you everyday, I'm willing to lose everything.
I wanna grow old with you, and live happily ever after in a faraway land.
But this happiness didn't last.
You taught me how painful it was to love.
Although for many times you've disappointed me,
but i still find you the most attractive person on Earth.
I know this love is wrong, but I just cannot stop.
But why muwt you be so cruel to put this to a stop?
We are like criminals that cannot let anyone know our existence.
Oh jesus, please let me and my love last for a longer time.
Despite it pays a high price to love you, I'm still willing to love you.
This is supposed to be romantic, why must we care if anyone disapproves?
All i want is see you everyday, I'm willing to lose everything.
But all these have ended.
In just a split second. All the things i thought used to be romantic has gone to pieces.
So, let's all now split and live our other lives.
I just hope you will never forget our good times together and hope that no one can replace my position in your heart ever.
We once had fun together. Guess that's enough for a relationship. It's time to go home and settle down. All these romantic nonsense must come to an end.
One day we may meet again. I hope by then, my feelings for you will have ended. That's the only way to make us both happy for the rest of our lives.
Larry signed off at
10:22 PM
miss the sch man!
HEY LG and JO! I gt present for u all too one! just tad i given out all on tad day! I promise nxt outing pass to u all ok? U all dun think those are LEFT OVERS! They are FOR you! haha... :p
really liked MJ ! dunno why. I think i luv them like mad ! haha. frens foreva man! luv u all :p
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11:44 AM
It have been a year! Oh god! I cannot believe you made it past the most rigorous part of your life. You managed to finally finish your A level exams with your best shot. You did not give up half way and finally finished all the papers.
This journey is a hard one i believe for you. You are not a fast learner, and you are not smart. But thank god you have a bunch of really great friend pushing you all along and also have great teachers who are willing to encourage and help you.
You are really a lucky boy. You have so many people who are out there who love you and encouraging you. You must not take this for granted and in 2007 you must promise to not forget them and continue to love them with all your heart.
2006 has lots of happy and unpleasent moments. But i would say the unpleasent outweigh the pleasent ones. But in 2007, I hope you can forget the unpleasent moments and only bring along with you the happy memories. I know you can do it!
In 2007, hope that you can get what you desire (The A lvl result you desire), and also may your wish come true. Continue to share your love with all around you.
God Bless
Larry
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